I’m about to make a very important decision, but what is “the right decision?” How do people know when it’s the right decision? I’ve never been good at making decisions in general, and this is a very good example of that!
I like my job, but I’ve been put to a lot of stress lately, about the last 6 months, and I’m at a point where I almost can’t take anymore.
When people began to contact me about jobs in other companies that’s when I started to think of my options and rethink the alternatives to what I’m doing today. I’ve known for a very long time that, at some point, I wanted to go further work wise, but not that I would have to make a decision about it already! Now I’m facing a job offer, at the same company where I work, but in another branch, and I have to give my answer tomorrow. Fuck!
The thing that holds me back the most is some of the people I work with, I don’t want to be without them, but at the same time I know that we won’t be together forever – work wise! If we mean so much to each other, we will be together – in life. I’m also sad to loose my customers, because I have some really good relations with some of them, but in the very end, I don’t think they care that much anyway!
It’s different from what I do today, but it is (almost) the job, which I thought would be my next move, if and when I was to go further “up” in the company. Maybe this is the right time. Right decision? Right time? Right timing? We have way to many options in life today. How do we decide what to do with our lives? I guess it’s all about taking chances and just see what happens.
I always talk about personal development as being a very important thing to me, so maybe it’s a ongoing thing for me and maybe I just have to take the opportunities that is right in front of me.
Well, I’m afraid I already made the decision when I wrote “I like my job”.